Hes like me. Only stronger. Hes like me only better. He says I make him smile when hes sad but I’m pretty sure he has his girlfriend to do that too. Yepp he has a gf and he flirts with me. I want him. And I will get him.
I am not just another girl. You cant say stuff to me that you say to every other girl. You cant hurt me as easily. I am me. I am not her or that one girl or another girl. I am Aryss and I know it. You cant walk all over me. You cant expect me to stand in a corner while someone needs help. you cant scream at me and not expect me to stand up and scream back. You cant say mean things about my friends without me coming to your house and attacking you. Im not just another girl…I dont take profile pictures of me half naked becuz i dont believe in that crap. I dont become best friends with someone and then stab them in the back. So next time your talking to you friends and you decide to bring me up in your conversation you should use my real name and not use a negitive word in the same sentence becuz i have rid all the negitivity out of my life. I am Aryss not another girl
i feel as if the light inside is slowely burning out. that soon it will die like the energy that use to be inside me. im slowley shutting down. my looks are not the best and it makes me burn out quicker. i annoy people and im almost fully burnt out…then i met you and the fire was ignited fully and i feel as if i dont need to fear anything around me. you hae ignited me and my heart and i love you for it.
I have typed this knowing who my best friend is. He is sitting right next to me. We do everything together. HE is always there for me. There are no words to describe him. Sometimes i don’t even think i deserve him he is my best friend.
I need to realize that i am good enough and if people dont like me for who i am i need to ignore them. I am me. I might have flaws but everybody has flaws and im not afraid to yell through jerks and push aside bullies..i will crawl through osbstacles if i have to. I found myself.
i broke up with my boyfriend becuz he is a huge flirt and doesnt care about me..his reaction..”haha okay then”
Today i realized i am really sensitive. today i realized i am completly and utterly alone. that i need someone that will care about me as much as possible. that i have many flaws. That i am not pretty and i am annoying…today i realized i am way to self conscious.